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| what a beautiful day today. even in the midst of so much stress, God still blesses me with a gorgeous day! Danny, Fi and i played a marvelous game of catch at the park, got meeeelkshakes, and getting my car fixed is a plus. Now relaxin' and maxin'.
Love toallda haters.
It's difficult because people I assumed loved me unconditionally, really only loved me when I was just like them. So I guess you're right that it is impossible to love when a system is esteemed more highly than the love in which they claim it is run. -Chrissy Erickson | | |
| I talked to my angel last night. haha, just kidding... more like my demon. It was Aduu. Man, so good to hear from that little spark plug. Hopefully it won't be too expensive for her to come out here. And hopefully it happens sooon. Before everyone heads for the hills for Christmas break. | | |
| I so badly want to have a group of people that love to play music and just be able to "jam". but for me, music is where i'm most vulnerable, and so it would have to be people i can completely trust and open up to without feeling like i'm being judged. then, once that was out of the way, we could then work on the music aspect of songs i write and collaborate with new ideas. i got a free piano, and i'm so excited to explore with it. the only downfall is i don't have it yet. it's 800lbs and so it will for sure be a task. hopefully it will happen soon! well. my house is full of people, and I really want to go to bed. and i'm stressed because they're being loud.
k...night-io. | | |
| I'm on the pursuit of happiness and I know
everything that shine ain't always gonna be gold
I'll be fine once I get it,
I'll be good.
Tell me what you know about dreamin’ dreamin’
you don't really know about nothin’ nothin’
tell me what you know about them night terrors every night
5 am, cold sweats wakin’ up to the skies
tell me what you know about dreams, dreams
tell me what you know about night terrors, nothin’
you don't really care about the trials of tomorrow
rather lay awake in a bed full of sorrow
if I fall if I die know I lived it to the fullest
if I fall if I die know I lived and missed some bullets
got the job. they said out of 90 applicants, fiona and i were the only ones hired. how crazy is that? fi is getting her phone and ID this week. things are looking up, but it's going to be another long 3 months. | | |
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